24.11.2024 - dreams

Is it normal or am I the only one?

I always have these strange dreams about my school days. It's always the same. I'm sitting in class with my classmates, my teacher comes in and announces something great. A project, a trip or a surprise. And then the point comes where he comes to me and just says "Except for you. You're doing detention" and then the whole class bullies me or something. At least something stupid always happens and I get blamed.

Sometimes it's as if my school is like a prison. Everyone can go home but I have to stay. I don't know why. There's often no reason. My escape is always the same. Leave as quickly as possible at the right moment and catch the bus home before the teacher sees me and calls me back. Sometimes I manage it. Then I'm sitting on the bus with the other students and everyone looks at me strangely as if I were a criminal. And usually the bus then goes somewhere it shouldn't and then I wake up.

And it is always exactly 4AM.

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